So this morning after I spent a turbulent sleep trying to prepare myself for my upcoming surgery on Monday, I get a call from the University Hospital that the date for my neurosurgery has been changed to March 4 due to an emergency. Surgery itself is scary but having neurosurgery requires quite a bit of mind preparation on my part, but I'm trying to handle this with grace. "There but for the grace of God go I." At least my surgery, although serious, is elective, and my Trigeminal Nerve Pain is in somewhat of a remission, so 10 more days isn't going to affect me physically at all. Mind games, are all in how you handle them so I am choosing to try to handle this roller coaster ride with grace.